By aozorafantasii

I don’t think I like this sort of awkward feeling
it kinda throws me out of balance today
takes me twice as long to think of just the right words
so that you won’t think I’m crazy, but
it probably comes across
that way
anyway
I can’t seem to be myself
with you, somehow…

I wanna tell you something
but you don’t know, but you don’t know
x2
when I look at you and I just can’t speak
and you look at me, and my knees get weak
oh oh
I wanna tell you something
but you don’t know, but you don’t know…

Common sense evades me.. or maybe it just hates me
my mind is getting used to thinking of you
I bet that you already have that someone special
but even so, I’ll keep on wishing
for just a little while
longer
because
you make me melt away
into the clouds…

*chorus

what if you do feel the way I do?
what if you’d say.. this love is quite okay

作詞・作曲・編曲：aozorafantasii

In the night, so far away
I hear the stars are calling out my name but
どうして見えなくても、信じるの？

It’s Friday night, I’m on a crowded train
帰り道が長すぎるんだよ
どうして言えなくても、期待を抱いて。。

Even if you push me, I’ll be here holding on to you tight
聞こえてくるまでに歌っている

In this lonely, lonely city of light
how can I find myself?
oh lonely, lonely city, I feel
I need you more than ever now..

In the night, so far away
I hear the stars are calling out my name but
運命や奇跡などを信じるの？

This melody is what has brought us here
どんな遠く離れていても
全ての距離を越えてゆこうよ。。

輝きたい　君の夢の中で
光を散りばめて　悲しみへ。。。

*repeat chorus*

——————-
Lonely City (English Translation)

In the night, so far away
I hear the stars are calling out my name but
why do I believe, even if I can’t see it?

It’s Friday night, I’m on a crowded train
the way back home is much too long
why do I hold to expectations, even if I can’t say it..?

Even if you push me, I’ll be here holding on to you tight
I’ll be singing until you can hear

In this lonely, lonely city of light
how can I find myself?
oh lonely, lonely city, I feel
I need you more than ever now..

In the night, so far away
I hear the stars are calling out my name but
do you believe in things like fate and miracles?

This melody is what has brought us here
no matter how far apart we are
let’s cross over all the distances

I want to shine, inside your dreams
sprinkle light on your sadness..
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Lonely City (romanization)

In the night, so far away
I hear the stars are calling out my name but
doushite mienakute mo, shinjiru no?

It’s Friday night, I’m on a crowded train
kaerimichi ga nagasugirun da yo
doushite ienakute mo, kitai wo daite..

Even if you push me, I’ll be here holding on to you tight
kikoete kuru made ni utatteiru

In this lonely, lonely city of light
how can I find myself?
oh lonely, lonely city, I feel
I need you more than ever now..

In the night, so far away
I hear the stars are calling out my name but
unmei ya kiseki nado wo shinjiru no?

This melody is what has brought us here
donna tooku hanareteite mo
subete no kyori wo koete yukou yo..

kagayakitai kimi no yume no naka de
hikari wo chiribamete, kanashimi he..

*repeat chorus*

作詞・作曲・編曲：aozorafantasii

雨上がりに君が笑った
一瞬だけの日差しを感じた

そんな目で私を見ないで
出来るだけの事をしてみた

＊don’t go
君の心の底から
聞いた
でも聞いてないフリしなくちゃ
今、他に出来る事はないよ
I’ve gotta go..

たまに私の事を
思い出してくればいい
悪く思わないでね
この方がいい

雨上がりに君が笑った
変わらない思いが戻ってきた

泣かないでと自分に言ってた
それでも、零れ落ちてしまった

＊repeat

雨の音に消された
そっとささやいた言葉
涙が見えないように
振り返らない

tell me why did it have to be this way?
あんなに君の事だけ
あんなに大事にしていた
意味はなんだろう？

I miss you all the time…

雨上がりに君が笑った..
一瞬だけの日差しを感じた..
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After the Rain
Song & lyrics: aozorafantasii

after the rain, you smiled
I felt a moment of sunshine

don’t look at me like that
I’ve done all that I can

*”Don’t go”
I heard from the bottom of your heart
but I have to pretend I’m not listening
right now, there’s nothing else I can do
I’ve gotta go..*

if you just think of me once in a while,
that would be nice
please don’t think badly of me
it’s better this way

after the rain, you smiled
the unchanging feelings returned

I told myself not to cry
even still, they spilled over…

*repeat

the softly-whispered words
covered by the sound of rain
so that you can’t see the tears
I won’t turn around

tell me why did it have to be this way?
I cared for only you, so much..
what was the meaning of that?

I miss you all the time…

after the rain, you smiled
I felt a moment of sunshine

————-
Ameagari (romanization)
Lyrics & music: aozorafantasii

Ameagari ni kimi ga waratta
isshun dake no hizashi wo kanjita

sonna me de watashi wo minaide
dekiru dake no koto wo shitemita

*don’t go
kimi no kokoro no soko kara
kiita
demo kiitenai furi shinakucha
ima, hoka ni dekiru koto wa nai yo
I’ve gotta go… *

tama ni watashi no koto wo
omoidashite kureba ii
waruku omowanaide ne
kono hou ga ii

ameagari ni kimi ga waratta
kawaranai omoi ga modottekita

nakanaide to jibun ni itteta
soredemo, koboreochite shimatta

*repeat*

ame no oto ni kesareta
sotto sasayaita kotoba
namida ga mienai you ni
furikaeranai

tell me why did it have to be this way?
anna ni kimi no koto dake
anna ni daiji ni shiteita
imi wa nandarou?

I miss you all the time…

Ameagari ni kimi ga waratta
isshun dake no hizashi wo kanjita

More to come soon, so please check back :)

Lisa

Aozorafantasii Facebook Page

Actually, for quite some time now, there has been an unofficial Facebook group here, very graciously created by Anna, a long-time listener at Youtube. I stumbled across this one a while ago, and since then have come back to check on it from time to time :) A big thanks to all those who have joined there as well!

Take care, everyone! Hope you are all enjoying the start of August!
More updates to come soon :D

<3 Lisa

beneath the darkest moonless sky
in the cover of night
we steal softly out the backdoor
brushing fireflies

summer air is sweeping in
over you and me
I could set, I could set you free…

*if I let the wind carry you away from me
would you come back home once again someday for me
cause I’ll be missing you like crazy, love
I’ll miss you all the way
but my love for you won’t let me make you stay..

I caught a glowing ball of light
in my hands one night
I ran to show you
before remembering that you aren’t here

summer air is sweeping in
and I hold to you tight
in my dreams, in my dreams tonight…

*repeat chorus

stay for me…. I couldn’t say it
stay for me…. I couldn’t say it
how could I say it

作詞・作曲・編曲：aozorafantasii (リサ)

想像して、夢を見て
少しずつ綴っていた
心色のストーリー
誰にも教えない

一度あなたを
信じようと思ってたの
だって、あんなにまじめに
計画を立てたね

見上げた空は　いつの間に
曇り始めて
降り出してた？

一人で　雨の中で傘を持って
消えない　痛みを抱いて
あなたへ　最後の言葉はすでに
しずくの音になったの。。

世界でたった一人の
あなたに巡り合えて
ちょっと切なくなっても
奇跡だと思うよ

もっと近くに　いたかったよ
あなたの光　感じたくて。。

あなたと笑い合える最後の夜
最後の帰り道で
「また会おう」笑顔で頷いたよね
嘘だと知っていたけれど。。

ただまっすぐに
笑いたいよ　
あなたとの記憶の中
でもね、今は　一人、雨の中で
握り締める傘と

一人で輝ける　そう信じて
力を探してみたんだ
あの夏、泣き続ける空の下
そっと　傘をおろして みた
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Rainy (romanization)
by aozorafantasii

souzou shite, yume wo mite
sukoshizutsu tsudutteita
kokoroiro no story
dare ni mo oshienai

ichido anata wo
shinjiyou to omotteta no
datte, anna ni majima ni
keikaku wo tateta ne

miageta sora wa itsu no ma ni
kumorihajimete
furidashiteta?

hitori de ame no naka de kasa wo motte
kienai itami wo daite
anata he saigo no kotoba wa sude ni
shizuku no oto ni natta no…

sekai de tatta hitori no
anata ni meguriaete
chotto setsunakunatte mo
kiseki da to omou yo

motto chikaku ni itakatta yo
anata no hikari kanjitakute…

anata to waraiaeru saigo no yoru
saigo no kaerimichi de
“mata aou” egao de unazuita yo ne
uso da to shitteita keredo…

tada massugu ni
waraitai yo
anata to no kioku no naka
demo ne, ima wa
hitori, ame no naka de
nigirishimeru kasa to

hitori de kagayakeru sou shinjite
chikara wo sagashite mitanda
ano natsu, nakitsudukeru sora no shita
sotto, kasa wo oroshite mita…

———————
Rainy (translation)
Music & lyrics by: aozorafantasii

Imagining and dreaming
little by little, I composed
a heart-colored story
one that I won’t show anyone

I thought I’d trust you for once
after all, you made those plans so seriously

the sky I looked up at
since when did it cloud over
and start to rain?

by myself in the rain, holding an umbrella
holding the unfading pain
my last words to you
have already turned into the sound of drops

the only one you in the world
I was able to meet
and even if it gets a little painful
I think it was a miracle

I wanted to be closer to you
wanting to feel your light…

the last night that I can laugh with you
on the last way home
“Let’s meet again” You nodded with a smile, didn’t you
even though I knew it was a lie…

I just want to smile straightforwardly
with you, inside the memories
but now, I’m by myself, in the rain
with the umbrella that I grip tightly

believing that I can shine alone
I tried searching for strength
that summer, under the weeping sky
softly, I lowered my umbrella

幼い時、私たちは何も気にせずに
無邪気な日々　太陽と芝生があるだけでいい

みんなの希望と心の声は　いつか
大人になっても消えたりはしないように

花ばたけが目の前に広い日差しの海
走り出して、焦りすぎて、転んで。。涙流し

その時にはタンポポを一つ触れて
種が空へ舞い上がれ、舞い上がれと願いを

make a wish for yourself
trust the voice inside of your heart
believe in what you feel

Dandelion Wish [English translation]
by aozorafantasii

when we were little, we didn’t care about anything
those simple days, as long as there was sun and grass

everyone’s hopes and hearts’ voices, one day
even when we grow up, I hope they won’t disappear

the flower field in front of me is an ocean of sunlight
I start to run, rush too fast and fall down…tears flow

in that moment, I touched a single dandelion
and wished for its seeds to soar, soar high into the sky

make a wish for yourself
trust the voice inside of your heart
believe in what you feel

Dandelion Wish (romanization)
by aozorafantasii

osanai toki, watashi tachi wa nani mo ki ni sezu ni
mujaki na hibi taiyou to shibafu ga aru dake de ii

minna no kibou to kokoro no koe wa itsuka
otona ni natte mo kietari wa shinai you ni

hanabatake ga me no mae ni hiroi hizashi no umi
hashiridashite, aserisugite koronde… namida nagashi

sono toki ni wa tanpopo wo hitotsu furete
tane ga sora he maiagare, maiagare to negai wo

make a wish for yourself
trust the voice inside of your heart
believe in what you feel

The song can be found for download in the MUSIC section, and lyrics are included!

Also, you can stream the song over at Myspace :)

http://www.myspace.com/aozorafantasii

A Youtube video will be up shortly!

Thanks so much to anyone who might be checking this site, even though I don’t update much >_<

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*EDIT:

Youtube video now up!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C97NJ5hEWRo

Also, romanization was added to the lyrics, by request :)